Forever waiting

2006-09-16T01:19:00.000+08:00

SinCe i got nth to do nw..so i will update my blog ba..haha..been quite busy and lazy for my blog tis few week..initailly was hlping my dear angel ger ger fixing comp..den ended up fix dao my own comp spoil..lolx..So sad..unable to upload pic i taken in kukOp..wasted sia..siGH..nvm..i fail 2 Time for my 5.02 bike tesT le..sO sainZ neh..stupid instructor doNO is eye Got proB or wat..Sae mY bIKe Keep woBBling when i move off and lane changing..kNS de..1st time tke is get 12 point jus NIce..but got a immediate failure..at which courSe??i 4gotten le..heeZz..den 2nd time get 22 point..OMg!!!!!!tke the stupid test dao wan slp liao den in the end still fail..wasted ar..When den i can ride on the rOAd..hmmm..sad saD..btw the passing mark for 5.02 is 12(jus in case u dono..hee..)

Today work full shift(7am-12am) 17 hr..haha..not feeling tire but toe beri de pain..coz wear new shoe..den the side beri de tight den make my toe beri de pain..KNs..wa laO..den today like chio bu day..got so many *mei mei* walk pass..wooTZ..buaY tahAn..haha..By rite nxt monday going to genting wit my outlet fren de..but no money so no trip..haha..think Nxt week WIll be more buSy le ba..mostly will be working 12-17 hr per day..coz mostly part-timers are off den onli left aunty..but don think they will wan work so long ba..haha..

Pple rarely cherish a thing or person when they have it..but y wun they still cherish when they lose it leh??wired hor..y huh??haha..dono wat i asking oso..lolx..OnCe they is a person hu ask me tis"wat's the purpose of having a stead when ur family can gib u watever ur stead gib u and even more"..till nw i am still unable to find the ans..does anybody noe??hmmm..smoking nw is the onli way to kiLL my boredom..In Work plAce there's alot of hidden knife..u can trust no one except urself..onli wIt frens den my heart is feeling occupied..Reaching hoME is onli like going into a empty room..Sigh..suAN le..jus stay as wat i am nw ba..don intend to change anything yet..heeZz..

Btw went to sijori resort few days bak wit my gf??haha..jkjk..it's wit my sch fren..RaNDy mother's membership de free gift..wootz..den i morning go work after work straight go there and ply..haha..the place veri relaxing..den at nite we went out for a nite walk to palawan beach and went up to a 4 story oberservation tower..cui zhe hai feng and chatting..hmmm..*relAxing*..heezz..but too bad..almost wan rain so the sky is cover wit cloud..if not..the sky sure veri beautiful de..heezz..A nice plAce for couple to hang out and romantic awhile..haha.....^^

ANyway..i veri kun le..haha..tml nida go market wit mummy to buy er jie bbq de food..Coz is her b'day..HaPPy birthday er JIE..heezz..wootz..whEr to find sUch a Gd de DidI..lolz..bhb hor me..haha..hao le..da jia wan an..i oso 4get wat i wanna write le..wahahaha..bb..

*HEart bleeDIng when i think of u*

2006-08-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

i COMe bAk fR m'siA le..haha..We WeNT to kuKop..A fiSh vilLAge in m'sIA..hmmm..GOing There CAn conSider QUite FUn aND reLAx ba..Coz lIving too lOng in citY aRea den goINg to tis KInd of VillaGE is QUite NICe and can RelAx ur mIND..bUT den the PLAce veri *cHou*coZ the Area IS all mud wit alot OF THIngy..so..haha..saT moRning AroUNd 7 we BoaRD the BUs Den wEnt to A kopitiam IN m'sIA to mAKAn breaKfasT..But mE, wei And RAn no EAt cOZ we EAt IN sinGApore alrdy..hahA..den AftEr TAT traVeL aROund 1 hr PLuS ANd WE reaCh kukOP le..heeZz..

Den WE boOK in THE chAtEl HSe..THE chaLet HSe iS BIg..HAve kAra-OK sEt Den mAnY mAnY sET of mAhJOng..hAha..aFTEr tAT we WenT to hAve our lUNch..oMG!!!!thE lunCh is SO NICe..vEGe Tat TAsTe Like sO stiCKy And THE REst Don saE le..TotaLLY kNS MAn..Den DIdNT eaT muCh..BUT afTEr TAt WEnT to BUY goreNG bisAng Coz Still VEri HUngRY..hAha..Den BOaRD the BoaT WenT to HOng SHu lING aND wALk waLK..So hOT buT fuN..Coz alONg thE wAy we PLYing And teasE ran And wei's cousIN..haha..Den WenT up TO a 6 sTORy hIGh observanT towEr..so WIndY anD niCe..don WiSh TO leAve BUT bo BAIn..hahA..den Cont to boaRD the BoaT and WenT TO a *floAting fisHIng faRm*haha..

Den durINg the NITe.. WEnt TO buY fiREwoRk..THe HIghliGHt OF the daY..SO ShiOK..In sINGApoRE we CAnnot PLY de..haha..quITE lot of FUn nEH..buT didNT manaGE to tkE dw Foto of The FirewORk..hmmm..all alONG kAna BullY by XIao Hai ZI..sOB sOB..i plY wIT thEM den THey beaT me..So violEnt..haha..SLpy Le..sTOp herE le..dONO Hw to descriBE the Fun..for further DetaIl can msn Me Or Call me if U reaLI wannA noe the fun..LOlz..DA jiA wan AN ba..loLX..

2006-08-24T00:56:00.000+08:00

SiGH..aM i reaLI baD At joKinG wit OtheR pplE??y wiLL sHE be SO SAd wHEn i waS maINly oso waN To GEik HEr..She ExplAin to ME Le..buT i juS don GEt IT..cOZ noRmaLLY if Wan plAy jiu Shi plAy daO di De..TAt'S y i wIll si ying zhui pi zi..THInk i was wROng lE ba..But lUCky i waS abLe to exPLain mYSelf out bA..if noT i CaN go DIe and IS diE of GUilTy Coz i mAKe HEr cRy..I Don CARe whetHEr i Am FullY thE fauLT of HEr CryINg anOT..BUT as LONg sHE tEL me She IS cRYing Den i'll haVE to ConsOLE her till sHE cooL dw BE4 SHE slp...HMmmm..I AM VERI SRY..Fr THe pasT tIll NW it's sTIll THe SamE..WhEnEVEr tis KidDing THIng AppEar conFIrm SHe WIll AnGRy OR saD de..Den jiu you lI shOU bu qING liAo..COZ i dono HW to sAE AnD i DONo u reaLI got listen and ReaLI udS waT i wAnna eXplaIN..DEn wHEN i waS jus AbT to saE the WORd i am jUS plyING WIt u De..cOZ WHeN u noe u're being GEik dAO ur facIal exPReSSion and TONe is so cuTE tAT's y i wILL wISh to DO tiS kiND of StupiD thiNG..BUT eVErything is TOo lATE le..siGh..e reSt i 4gET waT i waNNA saE le anYWaY it doesn't matter anymore le..i WIsh TO sEE dao EvEryONE..thAt's the last THing i wan to tel HEr..tke caRE..cHeErup HOR..haha..

reAch HM aROund 1 HR aGo le..hmmmTOday ScH Got GER's BBall matCh..BUT is sO DamN bORIng mAn..JUS TAt ONLi GOT Chio BU fr ITE cenTRAl And sUM fr OUR sCH de..BUT Den THEiR's Is 2nD maTCh ANd i waSnt ABle TO woRK Coz I HAvE To WOrK..saINz...bUT den ON thE WAy ME, rICky and DuSTIn all THe waY TOk Abt fORMing Team And hAVing oUr OWn bbaLL CluB..lolx..mAyb is JUs A dREaM ba..BUt Den we ALl aRE goINg on TraINing FOr bbALl den deciDed TO sEt our Home grOUnd aT wdL..den EveryonE comE Over HEre for traiNinG..FUN!!!!!!!!..heEzZ..Den When EvEryoNe hAs reAch THE stAndArd We WIll Go aROund to chaNllEnge eVErYone fOR practiCe..hEEzz..

TIs Fri goING for *rC* practicE..den NxT TueS is 5.02 leSSon LE..den AfTEr tAT is mY riDing thEory teSt Den PASs I caN Get *pdL* anD riDe on roaD le..waHAhahA..so shIok..haha..BEen SmokING aLot latelY..jus onli today i alrdy smoke 8-10 stiCk le..hmmm..so fan!!!dOnO y osO..At hm EvErytHIng sEEm finE buT i can kNOw there'S alOT of pROb..siGH..suAN le..wAlk 1 steP cOUnt 1 steP bA..Den at WoRK oso..DOn saE le..tiS saT goING malaysiA to chArGE my bAtt..COZ aFTEr tAT i hAve to cHIong WOrk And study for eXam LE..dEN no TIMe to Go OUT or reSt le BA..hOPeFUlly Wun bA..heeZZ..coz I still wan enJoy abIT And See THE wORLD a Few MOre TiME..haO le..zaI xiA jiu zai zhe li ting bi le..coZ i wan kun(slp in hOkkiEn)le..Da jIA wan An hoR..see lE my BLog MUZ dreAm of ME huh..KEKeZzz..jkjk..NIte nite..

dong shan zai qi..lolx

2006-08-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

The onLI reaSon y i will rewrite my bloG is coZ nw onLine iS damN boRIng..No New aND nIce gaME to plAy..Den vEri Few Pple TO tok to..So last Resort IS to reTurn to mY Precious blOg le..haha..WAt HAve I beeN Doing for THe last Few WeeK ma..Hmmm..Veri BUSy wit my BIke, sChooling anD woRKing..Den eXam comiNG sooN le..NeEd to sTUdy hard EveN iS onlI 1 FreakING maTH paPEr..cOZ i wan Get High GpA..whohoo!!!! my bIKe lEssON hAs BEen StucK at 5.01 SInce 8 aUG le..Coz i HAven TKe mY rTt Den caNNOt tke Pdl TO riDe on RoaD..knS de..MUz WAit lONger to Get mY biKEe liCenSe le..Hmmm..SchOOlINg is conSider RelAx fo nw..Coz i go sCh is to tok to my fren And relax abit de..BUt den stiLL got study de..Guai HOr..lolx..workINg beComE more anD more suck Le..evEN though esThEr jiE is bak Le..But Den the WHoLe *jx* team has BEcomE deVil le..PPle wORKinG togeTHer tking kNIfe to staB eaCh other..making THe WholE atmosphere bEcOMe WorST den HEll..GD aND capaBLe pple GOing..bad aND useless PPLe keeP joining aND become management staff..to Hell wIT THem..DamN sHT..

Ytd WeNT ouT wIT my bUddIEs..bin wei xiong ran and a unknown xiao mei mei..haha..tiS GEr iS xIONg de *Dry wIFe*..whOM i oso Noe in MAPle De..lolX..weNT to simlim wit them after work den went to buy movie ticket *the breaK up*quiTE a NICe And TOuching sHow..See shOW dao HAlf way THinkINg of sumthing..hmmm..which make me feel sad suddenly..sigh..den be4 the show start went to ply pool at pool fushion..heik heik..me and bin tag-team win wei and xiong..wahahaha..fun neh..

BEen MissING my hm laTEly coz i haRdly can BE at hM..WoRk ,go out ,learn bike and go sch..morning GO out Den midnight reach hm..reaCh hM everyone aslp den go out everyone oso aslp..so Lonely..hmmm..den long time nv eat breakfast wit mummy and daddy liao..so decide to treat them eat dim sum tis coming tues at****i oso dono wher..lolz..signing out le..tata everyone..nite nite and gd luk to all my poly fren whose tking exam..score well..hehezzzzz..

lIfe IS in a choas which i canNOt control..heart is in a mess which i cannot clear..

2006-07-05T01:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm..today Will bE my lasT day of posTIng mY blOG le..In the pASt My BlOG is poST For SumOne To sEE..BUT NW THe purPOsE has Stop..So aRe my Blog BA..MaY waIT tiLL aNOthEr miraCle to hAppEn den tis WIll revive aGAin le..haha..WonDer y i PosT lE So manY den Sae i waN sTop Ma?aCtuaLly i oso Dono..mAyb NW is TIme FoR me TO HIdE mysElf aGAin LE ba..hahA..GoNna Be VerI buSy SooN osO le..So Don THInk Will HAvE the TIme bA..Hmmm...THink WRiTE daO zhE li Le..thX to evEryonE hu has WriTTen mY bloG anD caRE foR ME..i THink U aLL caN reSt LE..Coz I aM varnishIng Soon LE..LOlx..Da JIa wan an..LOve U aLL..*huggiEs*

2006-07-01T23:13:00.000+08:00

todAy is a HappY daY..haha..BUT tHE haPPy paRT iS onlI in DurINg eVEning TIme..hehE..WakE up 11 pLUs..deN NTh to dO den sEE tv..Den quArREl wiT siS and muM..Hmmm..TAt's all I guess..Den sI dora usE a UNknown Numb anD msG me..maKE me waSTe my msG..Den AftEr TAT jus caLL me cOz SHe waNNa heaR my voICe..OMG!!!!!!sHE is daMN laME aND waSTIng mY moNEy..ArGGGGGGGG....DeN mINg aROund 5++ reply my msG cOZ i ask Him aCC me go saloN..hehe..End Of MorniNG anD aFternOOn thinG..

Den AROund 6++ i wEnt to meet mINg unDer HIS Popo HSe Den WE wALk OvER to maRsiLing mRt saTion salon..DEn..hehe..den HavINg aLot Of fun in the saLon..The LaDy so frendly den Keep tokINg Non-stop den me, ming and her keep jokIng aROund..Lolx..WE EvEn GEt FReE GiFt leh anD tat's 2 snack..Haha..Btw..I wEnt to Cut mY haIR And i DYE my HaIR..haHa..MY HaIR got ColOUR le..lOOk so Much likE ah beng IF i no wear spec..But got spec jiu look LIke nerdy..haha..so THink Will Be veri An quaN when goINg ouT ba..HehE..

Be4 I staRt changing My haIR, having a tough choice whether to highlight or dYe WhoLE..Den tHE Ger keeP GiVing alOT of idea anD tat Gib Me e chOice of highlighing my hair..wa..den DuRIng drying the dye ON my hair..mY eAr mosTly gEt burn..so paaIN oso..WooTz..den 1st time Let other Pple wash My haIR den massage oso..wireD anD uncomfortabLe..Don evEn daRe to lay dw properly..i like wanting to run away in anytime like tat..coz 1 of my leg was on the floor instead of resting on the dono call wat thing..haha..tml workINg at 7..so today blog will be abit short..coz i jus waNNA sae I dYE my haiR le..lolx..da jia wan an..

*addIng coLOUr to ur lIfe wiLl creaTE maKE u FeeL bEttEr*

2006-07-01T03:20:00.000+08:00

It's 3.15 Am nw And I juS CamE fr WOrk wit a damN TiRe attituDe(coZ of THe WorlD cUP qUAtEr FinaL..Wa lIew..donO y will draw..if NOT can ReaCh hm early Le..)and i JUS fAll SiCk aGAin ytD wHIch I thinK i HaVe aLMosT reCoVer 2 days agaiN??And THE sICk is NEvEr enDing de..HAviNG bAd CouGh aND FevER..Den DurINg hAlf Way Of WorK..WhoLE boDy aCh aGain..OMG!!!symbol of feVEr agaiN..INitiaLLy is DOn wan go de..But Den nv GO foR 2 daY le..den PLUs NO sEE doc, All is sElf heaL..So reaLI no Mc to GIb maNGer DEn can ONli waIt fOR sColDing lo..So mUZ DraG mySelF Go..At 1St tot WaS OK..Coz No BIg pRob..bUt Den..HmmmZ..SumMOre toNitE *MS* Full Hse..den sErvE daO wan Die Le..No eNerGy no sTrenghT..>.<..No VOice to taLK osO..HavINg SOre tHRoaT too..Hmmm..Den i hAve TO sKIp my archEry leSsON lTR Le..reaLI niD ReSt..aLMosT faiNTEd wHILe WalKINg..WooTz..

alOT of Thing HappEN..HopE EvEryThing WIll BE SolVe SoonNEr..I wiSh See evEryOne ARoUNd me TO be hAPPy..Coz SumMORe tolD me Tat *bEiNG haPPier is The waY TO maKe u un-sick-able*..not veri Chim la hOR..haha..taT'S y i today veri GUai.. WhoLE day evEn NO enErgY i oSo JOke wiT EvEryonE in my StORe to maKE thEm haPPy..Hee..as THey WErE so TiRe AnD anGRy Coz oF A fcUKing FiCkliNG mINDeD and shed crocodile tear mAnGEr..kNS..ReaLi canNOT taHaN him..WooTZ..Arhhhhh!!!!!!I wuN saE THe DetAil Out lE..If NOt Will TKe daYS..haha..

XIOng i SeeN ur BLog lE..Don WorRy..IT wuN breaK UnleSS got PPle wISh TO breaK de..^^ReaLI sRY GUys..I tHINk wat i sae IS too haRsh le..Coz I waS anGRy tat Time..For wat i Oso Dono..MAyB TOo StupID to THInk Le ba..haha..BUt den HopE if anYone Of U see mY bLog LE..4Get All thE unhaPPineSs bA..Nth Can SepEraTe Us De(lIKe GayS Huh..lolx)..^^..XioNG The Kr u saying rITe..I thinK is OSo the 1 i wanna buY de..hahA..

it'S reaLI haRd to Find pplE to TaLK wHEn u reAli WanNA find A perSon to TOk Wit..AEvEn TOt ThE PErSon u dote thE mosT..Will oNLI MaKE Use OF u wHen THeY nID PPLe TO TOk to..SIGh..saD cAse..TIs'S waT u Get In RetURn wHEn u niD a Help tHe moSt..Hmmm..WAi PO dischaRgE le..feEl So hApPY..BUT Den..Hmmm..mUZ go See HEr Be4 shE caNT reM uS anYMore..SiGH..SiGninG oFF le..too DiZzy To cONt..if abLe BlUR of wat i sae pls don reaD..don ConfuSe urseLF..^^NItE eVEryoNE..

MaLaY lAnguAGe
*Ba kiiiiii* = MorNINg *ke La BUnk* = BraIN
*ma laM* = NItE *ma kAn* = eaT
*nA sI* = rICe *Ta YI* = sHIT

2006-06-28T15:29:00.000+08:00

wei..tis blog is wat i wan sae in tag de..coz tag too limit to write anything inside..if u all reali think tat we buddies bond are so weak..den y the hell shLd we still Be BuDdies Till Nw..Jus coz OF a freaKing oUting Den u all Can sae out tis kINd OF tHIng..WtF??does it sound any fair??even tot in tis world nth is fair..But at least a human can Be fair at least a time ritE??everyone has theiR owN thing to Do..Jus LIke wHEn xIONg niD tO work Tat timE den U Ask hiM out..Will HE be abLE to mAke it??POn wORk coME acc US??Or WHen roBIN niD to aCc HIs stead den U thINK hE WIll comE OUT wit US too??oR hw Able aT niTe wHEn RAn iS slPING Den I SuDdeNly caLL him TO coME out aNd aCC me DrinK kopI??Den IF alL Of tHEm rejeCt me Den Am i suPpoSe to saE tat they Are NOt mY frEn AlrDy??Or saE we Are sTarTIng TO faLL aPArt.. (jus a examplE no offendS)..THink Of The PAsT..We hAve More gAthEring raTher den wE Fly eaCh othEr kITe..DOn U all THInk WE aRe Like foRcInG oUrseLF iF we evErytIME mUZ dO thiNg aLl E thiNg Tat We aRe unaBLE to Do OR sae reaLi nOT freE to Do??not By Keep coming oUt Den it means tat ouR boNd Are NOt DrinFting aPaRT de lO..Jus LIKe Bin..He has BEen seperaTEd fr uS aftere sEc 4 anD he doesNt alWAyS comE out Wit US..But we sTIll reM hiM in OUR heaRT RitE??we Stii treAt HIm as BRo AnD nV 4gEt abT AskING hiM out EvEryTime eVen Tot THInkINg he moSlty wun BE abLE to maKE it..NtH MEaN moRE Den WAt CouNt in UR heaRT..wE maY not be free..buT We Still rem EaCh othEr beTTer den oTherS do..doN u aLL feeL it's ridiculous(dono hw to speLl) coz of a small matter den pple start to doubting each other??siGH..

We can always HAve anOther DurinG holidaY or wat De lo..don Jus BEcoZ 1 Or 2 pPLE caNNOT den E deatH sentence mUZ be pass Dw to all othEr PPLe..evEryonE has diFFeRenT TiMing For evRyTHing..THosE wiT feelIng WIll feeL sad And UNhaPPy de lO..If u All Are not kan cHOng to SEe THe MOvIE den Y canT We bOOk anoTher TIMe??i DOno Wat HAppEN DuRIng monday..buT iF u aLL wiSh to DoubT E bUddIes BOnd den MIghT as Well Jus BReaK it faster..to saVE all E pROb anD saDneSS..i don wish or wan to sae anything more le..iF rEAli By JUs 1 or 2 outing or beCoZ of boredom den everyone become like Tis..Den we ReaLI aRE VERI WEAK..

*TruE Frenship aRen't SuppOSe to BE doUBt by anything nor anyone*

2006-06-27T02:17:00.000+08:00

HeaRT=*anGRy+diSaPPoinTEd*

Monday->sChooling (8am - 3pm)..working (4pm-1am)
Tuesday->schooLIng *math teSt*( 1pm - 3 pm)..working (4pm - 1am)
WednesdaY->scHoolINg * PRogRAmminG teSt*(8-1pm)..working (3-11pm)
ThurSdaY->schoolIng *AuTOmaTIon ConTrol TEsT*(10-12pm)
friday->wOrkINg (1pm-1am)..
SaT-> whole day free..
sun->working (7-3)

HAha hEre are mY whole week Sechdule..WooTz..conSiDer pAck And Tire ba..Den THurS anD FrI maYb HAvINg bIke leSson..depEnDing ON wheTHEr whEN i transFEr my MOneY into my *bbDc* acc..haha..Jus reaCh hm aRouND 1+ am..deN DuRIng WorK whoLE day Is So BOriNG..Den Tke maTH ouT to StudY for TesT..hmmm..

If AnyONe WErE to Sae TAt a REAL buDdy Are JUs passer-by FrenS COZ of Sum certAin ReasON..Den it WILL 100% conFIrm to Be A SAD phrase aNd A disaPpointmeNT TO SumONe whom reALi treaT u As A reaL buDDy..WHo caREs For u..They may noT sHOW oUT to U buT u shLd NOE dEEp Dw IN ur OWn hEArT..EVEryONE has ThIEr owN LIfe..They mAY reaLI not be fRee aNd nid TO suPPorT thEmSElf by WorkING cOZ TheY doN haVE a FreAKing sINgLE cEnT fr TheiR parEnts..caNT TheY havE suM sympanthy fr U alL??

TrueS freN don ReaLI niD to MEet up evEryTIme WhEN been Ask OUt..TruEs fRenS are SumonE evEN IF u don meeT eVErytIME, u'll sill conFiDe aNy pRObs to Them wHEre ever thEY Are And aNYtiME u sEE thEm..aNyTHing maY POp Up beTweeN a MontH..not EvEn A goD caN prediCt waT may haPpen nxT..sO y caNT we JUS 4Gib And 4GEt aBT all tIS smaLL mAtTEr..SumTIme Ur AttiTUde sUck buT NOn Of e BUDDy bLaME u for Tat anD coz of JUs A GaME thINg wHIch u TreaT it MOre impT den Ur reaL humaN freNs..We NOE tat anYone will be saD if sudDEnly all e fun has varnish..But ThErE's RealI nth We coUlD do aBT iT or prevenT it..If A last min THing reaLI pop Up..A tRuEs FrEn or saE buDdy Wun Even Wan TO beaR any gruDgeS againSt anYone Of thEir Buddies..

Lazniess IS a nature humaN chaR..NOboDy CoulD realI do anYThing Abt it wHen U aRe reaLi tiRe Or jus wiSh to lazE aROund..Even wHEn to sUmoNE u RealI loVe..U maY reject tHem ONce Coz Of ur LAzniess De..noT evErY plaINning IN tiS wORld wilL be 100% succEssful de..i've fail maNy of my wonDerFul plaN thinKIng tat it'll succeed everytIME..Eg: wHEN i pLaN AnD ask aLL my BuddY OUt For steamboaT gaThering last year and all of tHEm 100% conFirm liAo..den sUddeNly 2 of them sae coZ of GEr de tHINg Den 1 no mood come and other will coME laTE..evER thiNk daO my fEEling taT timE??saD??anGRy??disaPPoiNTed??IN mY buDdIeS diCtionay..TheY treaT GerS MOre ImpT deN buDDy anD i hAve NV bLAmE theM for TiS at all..Coz I Tot tAt We BUdDieS haVE a MuTUre TruSt anD UnderstAndInG betweeN eaCh oTherS....Jus By asKINg a qN doeS it meaN by anYThing?DoeS it meaN by taT a PLaN has Gone caSE?In E enD u StILl mEEt dao THem LE..u StILl Did TOk TO thEM and e oNLi reaSon haVIng a GAtHEring Is ToK non-StOP..UnLEss THey HavE aNYTHing Tat they wISh to Do de..PPle moStlY wun wiSh to walK aimleSslY..They will ONLi fEEl MOre TiRe..EnFF oF my nonsENsEs tok LE..i DOn EvEN noE waT i am tokINg osO le..

If My bUddIEs BOnd has all brOkEn UP..i can ONli blAme mYseLF fOR not able to KeEp e Bond StRong and ThX THem for BEing wIt ME wHeN i neeDa Them..If AnyONe See le my blog..PLs ThINk OF hW ur buDDY stAnd bY u AND hw U RejecT tHEm IN e pasT be4 U geT saD or aNYtHIng..ask ME to delEte Tis PosT if aNYoNe THink Wat I saE ARE ALL BULLSHIT..SigninG OFf..da JIa waN An..

2006-06-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

WooTz..nXt weEk GonnA be A buSy daY..HaVING my BIke LEssON on thURs..Den monday, tues and fri work dao 1 am..and i am having matH TEst on TueS and *AC* test on thurS..=.=...Tire nEH..

2Day reach work plAce 6.50 am coz HOlDing on to Store kEy so mUZ go eaRly but start work at 8++ nearly to 9..cOZ mS kaNA sHORt circuit..lolX..Den MoRning WHen I reaCh There AlONe..ThE WHole StOre daRK dARK de..DeN AloNE staND inSiDe Will KANA sCaRE dao..CoZ ALot Of reflectIOn..U WiLL liKe kEEP imAgiNE goT *SumTHIng* nxT To u De..~sPOokY~..Den I tRY to fiGure OUT wHEtHER iS oUR maIN poWer faUlt or mArnia De faUlt..buT FounD oUT nTH..haHA..So deciDed TO dEAl Wit e Alfesco 1sT..den waIt For mushein to cOme..HE So hENg..laTE lE BuT nTH haPPen..Coz no COmP to lEt Him cloCk in..=.=..deN AfTEr SettIng Up alfesco den we wEnt qI ji den to 7-11 to buy dRink..

aFter Tat WenT bak to StOre sIt DW, tok and sMokE.lolx...Den I call BIn TO suaN siao him..Let HIm eNvY me..HehE..BUt dEn hmmm..Still QuiTe bORIng..evEn heaVen pItY us..Gib US raIn so taT we will Feel more cOOling Abit..haha..Our 1st cuStomer caME aROund 1++..can U imgaine hW bored aNd free mE and MUshEin between 8++ to 1++..deN we Keep plaYIng foolISh gAmE and See News paPEr..1st TimE discoveR News PAper is So NIce to see..hahA..AfTEr 2 muShEin ChaO liAo den eRma caME..And My Boredom come LE.den TMl muz FaCe Her for 9 whole hr..OMg..saiNZ 1/2..haha..Den MEet BIn and Xiong go Hm..But Den xiong Went oFf 1St coZ ME And BIn aRe simply too Slow..lol..on e tRain sEe dao chIO bu..lol..funnY de is shE like nOE i saYing her like Tat..deN keeP seeIng towaRd my dIreCtIOn maKE me dON daRE to Tok..=.=..ShT her..lolX..

reAch Hm aROund 4++ den eaT afTEr tat sLP awHILe cOZ too tirE le..den WakE up SeE ShoW..haha..SiGnIng Off le..da jia wan an..

*DOn ExpEct a gd relaTionsHip If u Don eVEN wanNA cHErisH*^^

2006-06-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

feEling sLPy sEH..YtD 4 plUs Slp den 8+ wake up go work...Intend don wan go de..coZ veri tire..But den My shiFt leaDer Call..SO bo Bain MUz gO..lolX..aCtuaLLy Ytd NItE Don iNteNd TO sLP de..Den JUs straiGht Go wOrk toDay..Coz uncLE *muD* comE aROund 12.30 am..deN i ReaCh Hm iS aROund 1++ le..deN WheN tuRN inTO MY hSe caR paRk kAna sCaRE BY An OLd AunTIe..She sTAnDing aLonE dw THere..wOOtz..KanA sCAre Dao..But AroUNd 4++ caNnot Dong ANyMore Le..So JUs Go Slp..I diD waKE Up wHen mY AlarM clOck rang..buT e MY miND Force Me GO bAK slp..So I juS wEnt Slp lE..lol..In e End go repORt WorK at 10am..tiRe and Slpy man..haha..

AftEr WoRK wEnt to SeE wai Po..She Look betTEr le..buT shE like GettIng tiRe And Tire EAch daY..i asK her anD She Sae IS beCoZ duRing slpIng Hr..Got 2 oLd lAdy KeEP mAkiNg NOisE..den Tat's E reasoN tat coz Her NOt Able to sLP Well..haha..She Nw KEeP comPLAinIng Of wAnTIng to be DischaRge..E oNLi WoRRY is nobODy ArE abLE to Tke ReaLI gd caRE Of HEr iF sHE is dischaRGE..hmmm..

TodaY toT aBLe To See Sum daCINg oF HIp-Hop..In e End We HOP TO ChinaTOwn den lOst OUr Way Le..coz NOboDy NOE wHer IS faR east SqUAre..=.=..DEn Me, wei, tHOmas and Xiong eat lE maC den afTer tat WenT To cineleisure ply POol deN go Hm le..was INtEnDing TO GO Bak hosipital afTer taT de..BUt mUmmy They All wEnt hM le..So i Oso wEnt hm Lo.haha..sRY guYs..2daY aBit sLPy so nv sMiLE too muCh and LosE quIte sUM temper..HoPE u alL WUn E anGry aT me..Hehe..Last aNd foR All..MR blaCkie FinaLLy Got a JOb lE..So U CannOT comPLain No mONEY le..HopE u will speND ur MOnEy WiSelY..^^..nXt ThurS goIng For mY prac and theroy lesson le..Don wanna wait anYmOre..18 yr old life Is so buSy..so FAsTer finISh THoSe caN FiniSh de..Den will BE FrEE le..Hee..TML WOrkINg aT 7 AgaIN le..So..siGnINg Off..da JIa waN an..^^

2006-06-22T01:18:00.000+08:00

HAha..TiS aRe pIc TaKEn On mY biRthdaY..as PromISe i WIll POsT ON e BloG oNce i ReceiVe..heHe..ANyonE wan me SenD..PLs Wait For mE on9..JUs NW eSther Jie cOMe mS anD pasS me de..tY u So mUch JIe..DisTuRb U eaT lUnCh And Muz ma Fan U coME And pasS me..HehE..U e beSt..But UR pIc TakIng Still Needa imProVe..hehe..Coz All LIkE e SaME...lol..TY so MUch..

Ran And HIs Ger..BotH lOOk So GOng..haha..
MY 18 yeaR 1st birthday caKE..so hAPpy..^^
RoCky mAsTER pOwER StaFF..HEe..1St Row IS eStHER JIe..2nD ROw iS me, ran and BIn
The EvEr bESt FreNs i haVE..LovE theM lotS..ty tHEm veri MucH oso..
kana smash by cake..cuTE ma??

2006-06-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

FotO TaKEn DuriNG senTosa TrIP..ONli can uplOAd tiS amOunt Of PIc..JIe jiE if U Wanna See MOre Den i SEnd u..I Jus REm..lolx...

2 LaDy aND a LEG??
FoUND ME?..haha
BeaUTiFul SCeNCe
THE SaNDWiCh LaDieS..^^
TakEn ON bUS..i wAS BEing SniPe WitOUt knowing..

2006-06-20T20:03:00.000+08:00

Nafa TEst TOdaY is LIke Sht..COz I CanNOT gEt Any awArd le..Tis IS waT i GEt FOr MY sCOre..5 for sit and reach(51cm)..5 for sit up(46)..5 for shuttle run(9.7 sec)..no mark for standing board jump, pull up and 2.4 km..T_T..Den haVE to wait for 2 More MONth TO tkE e ReTesT..HopEllY wIll pAsS aND gEt A sILver OR GoLD..HeHE..

Ltr GonnA sLP eaRly..Coz Nv SLp hAo hAo FOr e pasT 2 daY..Den 2Day IS So sUPer de TirE..So BloG eaRly To Slp EaRLY..HAha..hmmm..haha..deN INteND TO VisIT aI po 2dAY de..But TOo tIRe LE..So CamE hm eaRly..Hmmm..Den ON e WaY hM TKe BUs Wit guo ROng..All E waY tok abT bIke de THing..Hmmm..seEm lIKe aLot oF tHIng Will HAppEn TO BIker DuE to E waY he Tel mE..WoOTz..scaRY sia..2 OF hiS fREn Die in AcciDent..den SUm Got BORKeN aRM anD toe..wooTz..haHA..Hmmm..Got NTH to WrITe le..Kind OF bORing If keeP bLoggiNg..So..siGNiNG off..haha..4TH jIE..Don sCOld ME laME..HUmpT..Haha..niTe niTe...

2006-06-19T11:58:00.000+08:00

wheATher:raINy

Misery creaTe sadness..misery create AnGer..MIseRy creatE hatred..miSerY creaTe waT PplE is Nw..y Muz MisEry be FollOWing PPle aROund anD creaTE so manY unreaSonablE trOubLe For evEryONe..hmmmm..ShlD wE hAve Find TO sOlve E misEry Or jUs fOllOW e paTH it sHOW us??

TOdaY caN considEr QuiTE FUn aT scH ba..Coz whoLE daY At SCh suA siaO My fRen tIll They so malu..lOLx..CoZ we OpenINg chaLEt in AroUNd july TImE..den all My fren InsTRuct Tat iF u HAve aNY ger u wana BRing..Muz LEt EvErYone NOe 1st..deN guO rong Is E fasTesT to Call A gEr oveR..And E gEr actuaLLy Is meow mEow..tat chou ren..asK Her She Wanna come Anot den She sae NOt cOnfIRm..Got ShuAi Ge ask HEr den StraIght cOnfIRM..so unsteady..HATE hEr..HUmpT..haha..KNs de..leG donO gROw waT sHt..SpoT spOT de THIng..EvErYtIME Go beaCh Comed BAk sUre Kana TIs Kind OF sHt de..sEEM like NiD sUMtime TO rEcOver agAin le..Hmmm..den SumOne iS so saD Coz thE persoN He InviTe don wanna Go..Den I waS ForcE to caLL anD aSk her Y..den IN e End E Ans Is Still don wannA go..lolx..And HE was Upset E wHOle day In clasS..EvEryONe feeL so sad For Him..Coz He HAs beeN rejected..LOlx..don Gib Up dudE..U sTIll HAve 2 weEk TO jia yoU and asK her to go..haha..

Today is Cl de birthday..UNaBLE to celebrAte Wit Her coZ of working den ShE oso has her Bf and frens TO celebraTE wit Her lE..So i think I osO An eXtra Ba..lolX..Den Heard tat e DeVIl is beINg bUlly..WooTz..evErytIMe is she bully PPle..Nw Is HEr retribution lE..KEKE..jkjk..deN dURing WORk..hmmm..can Consider saiNZ ba..Coz My *saYAng* Not tHere to acc me woRK..eVen THougH jus NW She Got Come awhile but not Enff Leh..haha..all NiTE fAce de is agUs, elaine and A.susan..LUkiLy There aRe Still THoSE aBLe to PlY wiT e TypE..Tis WhoLE wEEk WorKing Wit de ppLE aLL kNs de..DONo i can tAhAn De Liao ma..hmmm..den afTer wORk RAn saE wanNa tke Taxi Hm..So i JUs FoLLow lo..den ON taXi Talk Quite Alot..den see daO 1 accident..Think Is lorry anD car ba..MAyb gOing to UNder waTer wORld tiS ThURs..waIting for ran de cONfirmation..If Go i OSo aLOne and xtra..coZ tHeIr steaD oso goinG..BUt nVm lA..i VoluntEer to bE therR photograher AnD jus quiETLy see e ShaRk..keke..HoPE They wILl waN to go..Hmmm...

BoRing..WhoLE daY mooDy..THnkINg Of aLOT of THIng..BUt dono Y juS don waNna TO saE ouT aNY..T_T..HW aM i GoNnA sUrviVe tiS weEk..No mood TO wRite LE..SignIng Off LE..Tml HaviNg nAfa..WiSh Me luk ppLe..TY..da jia Wan an..^^

2006-06-19T00:24:00.000+08:00

4Th jie..Sry So lATE den UpdaTE my BloGGies..cOZ plYing GAme den waitiNG for my BrO To tke Over..hAha..HeRe is WAt hAppeN YTd..mE, Wei,Xiong,Yokie and yim peng meet At 11 in wdl control station and we tke buS to hArboUR FronT..Journey is FastEr den Mrt..BUt e Air con sUCk..Have=don have..LikE Sht..den SummoRe i wEaR cAp..WhicH maKE me mOre HOT.=.=..haha..

den Ytd YUan ben can go Under wateR worLD de..buT den donO y sudDEnly nv GO le..Den I can Onli GO mySelf OTheR timE le..T_T..Nvm..ReAch TherE aROund 2 pLus i THink..dEn ME XioNG anD weI waS HUngRY so WeNT UndER ermaLD pivilion TO tkE a ReSt anD eAt lo..WooTz..eaT oSO canNOT coNcenTraTE..Got So mAny ChiO BU pass By..lolX..YOkiE andD Yim PeNg xIN kU ni meN le..HeLping Us MaKE a WonDErFul egg And tUNa sANdwiCh luncH..hEhe..buT NXt TIMe can ChOOSe e Non-sPicY de..Haha..I maY eat moRe..^^..Den YiM Peng anD yOkiE wEnT to PLY e caR caR gAme..DeN we 3 GuyS all sTAy puT and guard coz We Don waNNa ply..Hehe..Ps gers..HopE we DiDnt spOil UR moOD..^^..deN Me AnD Xiong TkE Wei e MOneY TO BuY a beacH voLleYbaLL..Coz We ArE tOo BorEd WhILe waITIng For E gErs to Come BAk..lOLx..so SaiNZ de lO..THomAs They All evErYTIme lAsT miN FlY my KniTE de..So BoreD..WHiCh oNli LEFt 5 PerSon to Ton E nite and WhIch wiLl bE qUiTe BorING..

DEn We Set up e Tent aRouNd 5 pLUs cOz tat E TIme When E Gers cOMe baK..and They have Been MIssiNG for aRound 2 Hr plus..OMG!!!!!!!..lol..1sT tIMe settIng up teNt..ABIt BluR but luckIly got An Auntie to TeaCh us..lolx..if Not it's gonna tke hrs..haha..Dono y I dON wIsh to enTer e WateR wHen ThEy enTEr But stIll goT plAy la..if Not They will draG me IN..And e ben dan Yp kEEP thinKIng of Trick to dRAg me In..haha..Me Xiong and wei are AlMOst freeZe to deAth coZ we Are waItinG for E ger to cOME bak Be4 we go shOwEr..AfTer sHoWer We WEnt 7-11 To bUY FooD anD waTer to HolD on for E nIte..

TIs'S hw me wei and Xiong..Xiong oN E Fon Wit shu Min..mE and WeI TokING abIT ruBBish And I SmoKE aROunD 5 sticK for e Nite..HoPIng e nite Will pAss fastEr as well as gurading e TenTs..so E gErs wiLL be safe and sOund..lol..BUt be4 They slp..ThEY FollOW me anD wei To WalK waLK aND yp Is scaRing ym CoZ she kEEP on sayING GhoSt StoRy den Ym E mAo all staNd Up aNd was clInginG on To Yp all E timE..lol..so cUte..liKe e koLa bear..tOT tat aBLe to sEE a beautIfuL suN riSe..BUt HopE varnisH agaIN le..saD..deN It's waS aROund 7 And We paCk up den Went To TKe bUs hm..Tat's E timE whEN eVerYone waS slPing so happily..lol..You Qi is Me..CoZ i was strUggLing E WhoLE niTe to Find A gd Spot to slp..heHE..4tH JIE..I think i wRiTe dao HerE le..coz I waNNa slP le..And i cut Short e jorney if not i gonna write till tml le..lol..siGing off..da jia wan an..

2006-06-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

YeaH yeaH..2dAy weNT to REg For mY BIke LicenSe..hehE..But Den aBIt SaiNZ..cOZ i Tke E bIke liCenSe WithouT mY LettING my pAreNT noe..Coz I doN WISh TO qUArrEl Wit tHEm..SumMOre Bike IS more cHeaPEr den caRs..renTAl of a car is $105 and a bIke is ONli $21 and E reG FeE is claSs 2b=$42, class 3 = $82..OMg!!!!!sAw E DiffIerEnt..DenGz..dOuble siA..I Got No MONey to TKe A caR licenSe oso..too Gui Le..I eveN hAve pROb suRviviNg tiS weEk maN...hmmm..Bin and ran both BOugHT an coupLE waTch at CwP..so jeaLOus When SeEing thEM bUy..I waNNa BUy OSo..But Hu caN i Gib to??i waS inTenDing TO Buy AnD KeeP till I fIND daO aNother lOveR de..But THink wIll ONli waSte MONey If i BUy ba..loLx..But I BoUght A eaR starch greEn GreEn de Glass Wit suRROunD blaCk ColOUR..Aim QuiTe Long Le..hehEx...Den gO to e GenTs And POke..WooTz..Pain sEH..

AfTer Tat WEnT TO BukIT gOMbak And Tke fREe sHUttLE bus TO bbDc..lol..Tat's e timE whEn my excitement CaME..We aCtuAlly sPenD $6 DollAr For NTh..=.=..The lady Ask us to tkE FoTO anD IC to her..tot she Will Keep e fOTO..but IN e End Oso return...=.=..so LAme..
Den we Are giVen A briEfting abT eVErThing..BUt abiT don Uds LEh..Coz WaS concentrating on seeINg chIO bu..HeHe..jkjk...UnAblE to See Ai Po aGAin Le..mUz waIt tiLL saT..cOZ TMl GOing Sentosa..deN caMP there tiLL sun mOrning den come baK..Dono WHeTHer caN see Dao anYThing INtereStINg aNOT..HehEzzz..deN BIn AlmoSt wan CommIt suCiDe Coz HE aLmoSt lOSe his prEsEnt..BUT lUckily E pplE ovEr therE dIdnT thrOW awaY...e ONli UNfortunate tHIng HappEN is ran LoSe HIs INsUrance WhIch waS jus GiVen To Him..LOlx..gonG Kia..

THe CountEr lAdY so cUTe sEh..aFTer We FiNisH reG den She rem tat me, raN and BIN hAven Tke OUr eye Sight test..lOLx..Den was all summON bak again..And We OnlI nID aNS 3 SimPLe Qn..1St is e colOUr beloW All The alphabet, 2nd is waT is UNder e AlphabeT uNder e NumBer 7 WhicH is A *e*, lastely whicH side Is *E* facING..DoTz..Hmmm..HuaN reN sWeEty don wan LEt Me SeE her FotO..saE sHe is uGLy..eVerYtiME Ger SAe TIs KInd oF tHIng is ALl BluFf DE..=.=..hmmm..nvm..sIgnINg oFf lE..Da Jia waN an..

2006-06-16T00:51:00.000+08:00

FeeL LIke sMOkIng NW..But can'T..coz at Hm..aLL hAppINnEsS fr My birthday PArty has VarnisH Le..TrouBle keEp ComING in Like Bee..veri bored and sainZ..sIgh..BeEn thINkiNG Y U caRE So mUCh fOR sUMoNE anD wat They lIke TO do Is TO HIDe THIng FR u and ASk TheIR FreN to KEEp IT a secreT tO u..OnlI Find U wHEn FeElIng Dw and Varnish wheN u nid sumone TO tok Wit?waT excatly is theIR feEELing..WEnt BUgiS ytd to BUy cloTh..tot Able to see dao her..But she Off..So nvm Le..hmmm....

cHUan i WUN find dao a new da saO de..cOz NObody waN me..haha..My birTHday waS greaT..coz of E party..m BRo can see hAve a Reason to ask hiS belover Out for a Meeting..Even tHough he waS abIT gonG Gong coz he donO hw to get close to E ger..den thE way thEy sIT was EnFf fOR me to Join in oso..haha..den RoBin aka pink pink de gor gor was running around wit shamINe ANd didi..haha..Den was starting fire around 6 and it took more den 1 hr to start it..OMG!!!!!!!!!!!..den so Ps..MY freNs All cOME le NTH to eaT..caN onli eaT thoSe pre-make de..hmmm..so SRY..haha..

Tot MeoW MeoW noT comING le..coz QuiTE laTE le..haha..ShE came AroUNd 8 + i THink wit her fren..haha..den teaSE her E mOMent She camE..QuIte Fun cOz Long TIMe no sEe dao and ttok To her le..TOo bad amoS wEnt oFf Too earlY le..hmmm..if not can have a gd time chattinG..
quite BUsy cOZ i wan TO coOK aNd Let thEm eaT..And waS BeiNG summoN over Here and thEre..haha..hmmm..Ah ger is sumone hu work In rockymaster de..so if anyone hu ask me hu is she can come marina square rockymaster cafe den i able to show u hu she is..haha..

sO sad tat everyone has to leave early..espcially 4th jie..nan de can ask her come out..den she so fast nid to go hm..dono when can see her again le..sad sad..but dono y they keep saying bye bye den end up still at staying till 12++..den we having water bomb war..haha..tHey intend to smash all e last water bomb to ran de..cOz hE senD hiS lao pO hm and was not present on e scene so tot able to get him..but in e end i was e one hu kana..=.=..so cruel of them..haha..got present too for my birthday hee..but can onli upload nxt time..thx everyone for all e present..hmmm..Ah ma went to see Doc..dono wat HaPPen to her eye..hoPE will be alright..

den After e party..zikin,dustin and randy come to my hse and ton..coz they got no bus to go hm and intend to ply mahjong de but got no place to ply at so cancel le..den zikin wanna noe hu number 9 is den keep asking for info den sae tat he is veri confuse wan e number anot..but in e end still tke fr me le..lolx.. kana alot of injury during e party and gt a unknown scar at my leg fr dono where when i was slping on e chair..lolx..having gathering tis sat at sentosa again le..HopE will Be veri FUn..hehE..siGing off le..da jia wan an..

2006-06-14T01:17:00.000+08:00

WeaTHEr: Sunny

HAs BeEn WorkING siNCE i WAke Up..1St is faTher ask Me GO HElp UP arraGning ThinG IN HIs siTe..DEn waS IN E raIN For AlMOsT 1 HR jus TO gET tHING Done fAStER..so daD can Do OTher THing tHE nxt Day..haha..BUT be4 TAt wE WenT TO KraNJi aRea TO fIx caR..DEN afTEr FixING, we Are Able to USe le..HEiK heIK..TIS's WhEr MY MIinD fiCkle prob COme..Nw I been THInkINg TO tKE my BiKE or caR licensE 1st..hmmm...BUt I Think TKe Bike liCenSe 1St beTTEr den I can OWn MY 1ST TranSPoRT le..FUtuRE BIKER lEH..hAha..FinALLY i aM 18 LE..lolx..Den ArOUND 3 PLus i Went TO TKe TraIN ANd WENT to MY 2nd Work PLAce..WooTZ..Tire sEH..

Den 2day receive my 1st PreSent iS At mY 2nD woRK PlaCe, GIvEN By MY CollEAge IN MariNA SQuArE..HEHE..ThE PreSeNT mAy nOT BE Exp AND nicE..BUT i JUS SImpLY LOve IT..Coz IT's GIVEn TO me BY PplE hu cARE FOR ME..Thx JUL ANd Ah GEr..HEHE..deN aT We(jul, ah GEr, ran And me) waS tryIng TO breaK OUr saLE to $500 Coz OUR HOnouRable and PreTTy(likE sHT) mAnger REQuire uS to Do IN oRder fOR A FrEe TaXi TRiP Home..So Caculative De..BUT anYway we didnt Hit but WE Still tkE taxi Hm cOz Ah jUl aLRy plaN to tkE le..lolx..Den in tAxi EVEryONe WaS slPING excEpt Me JUL And TAxI UNCle WhiCh basically ONli 2 Pple Slp..lolx..Ah ger On my Rite, ran on my lefT..Ah gER was so CutE whEN sHE slp..Haha..HW i Wish To TKe 1 PIc BUT IT violating her privacy so I nv..den I keEp on LookING aT her and i HAve to siT so sTRAiGht Coz She LeaD on mY shoulDeR..haha..BUT juS a LiTTLe WhilE ONli DeN shE TurN to othER sIDe le..T_T..

KaoZz..Ytd So sAcRY..ME anD juL lIKE SEe SumTHinG NOT suPPOsE to See..A NIEk NIeK(grandma in maLaY)stAnDing at e end oF a JunctIOn den Simling to us..deN we So sHIOk And e NewS abT sEEing iS spreaD aRoUNd IN mS..Den E TooPID musHIEn kEEP diSturb Me..As IF i'm sAcRE..loLX..Den Ltr At Nite I'm HostINg mY 1St evER cEleBraTIOn..Dono Will BE FUn ANOT..Jus Wan TIs NITE to Be MY moSt MEmoraBLe 1st birtHDay PartY nITE..laTr not Goin sCH aGAin le..daD waN mE go maRKet Wit mUm TO buy foOD..hmmm..Haven BEen goINg sCh lately..So wORRy caNT catCh Up And WIll KanA deBAr..hmmm...Jus TOk TO waI po On fON..ShE is ABlE TO TOk morE le..And ComplAIn of StayING in HOspITAl le..haha..SO haPpy..hehe..

I 4GEt WAt i Wan TO wRITE oso le..So i Jus STOp HERE le..GD nITE EveRYonE..*huGGieS*

2006-06-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

WeaTher: raINy

hAs been raining for tis past few day..hmmm..and i mood is jus like the rain..cool, lonely and keep going dw..HAven been slping well for e past few week..mayb tis's e reason y i am so tire no matter hw long i slp ba..today is bro de birthday..not many pple came..but it's still quite enjoyable ba..haha..

den JUs wEnt to see frendster..tHE onlI tHouGht i hAVe *mayB is reaLi time for me to GIb UP le ba*..I haVE beEn pursuing sliently for another miracle to happen..But sEem tat everything haVE beEn taKen away..i NOe ming NOes hw i feEl jus Nw..but i Jus haVe to put on a act infROnt of him..He MAy not Be COncern towaRd my Prob but i Don wIsh him TO sae Too Much of anytHINg,,coz It will onli mAKe my heart sink dw more..For NW i don Have Any motivation to keep me going on..maYB tml will Be a better for me ba or not i guess..haha..SIgning off le..Da jia Wan an..nth more to write le..quite short hor..sry..

SweEty Thx for ur conern..

hiddeN dReaM has perish

2006-06-10T01:29:00.000+08:00

WeaTHEr: raINy i guess..

JUs COme BAck fr WorK..So Tire..TOdaY No Go See Wai PO..WOnderINg HW sHE iS Doing Nw..ShlD be FINe Ba..hahA..den DuRIng HAlf way OF Job..ME aND Bin was TOlD TO GEt THING fr MaRIna sQuaRE.. dEn I Shu bIaN GO sEE Hp DE THIng..WA lAO..My hoPE LIke kaNA craSH dW lo..3250 Wit PLaN Is 400++ instead of 200++..KNs..So eXP dono Sis WIll BUY fOR me Anot lEH..hmmm..den DOno If sHE buY le..StIll goT mONey TO eaT aNOT..DEn THinkING of SUmone DuRIng woRK time..ThiNK till No mooD den NO think Le..fasTER cont to do mY work den gO maKe aUNTie MAy LAugh..haha

Jus BRowse THru some BLog DEn dicOveR abT 1 samE thing Tat EvErYonE haVe..WhICh Is ThEIR lOvE lIFE..KeEP WoNDeRIng..Y caNT we JUs HAvE 1 PrEfEct RelATIOnsHIp in oUr lIFE..dEn NOboDY will GeT HURt AnD FEEliNG wHCIh THEY hAte The MOsT..BEEn Out Of WEi Kuo lAteLy..sTIll Will eaT..BUT not more den wat i eat previously..Y Huh??My moOD is OK..mY lIfe iS finE..aM i Sick??deN evEN THOuGh hw MuCH i sLP..E NXt DAY i Am sTIll DAMn TIre.. :(

BeEn THInkING oF all E THIng i've dOnE in E paSt..ShlD i be hAPpy OR sHLd i be saD??i FEel HaPpY oF waT i diD BUT e HapPineSs wILl retuRN wit A siN..IF alL The SIn Didn't visiT me Den i MAyb a HappY guY for at least a moment..I WIsh FOr A pErSon taT i CoulD lisTen tO My heaRT CRYinG..buT i jus caNT bRIng OUt anY of My hIddEN feeLing..SigH..EvEN IF i reALI bRIng OUt..No ONe liSTen TO iT..ANd eVEn wan TO joKe ARouND WIt iT..WTF..TheY jUs WUn CarE and Wish To act as IF they aRe..=.=.

DusTin IF u Got read My Blog..JUs wanna wiSh u gd lUck for all E match u HAVing..waN lin Muz reSt weLl o..doN stREss UrSElf out K??xIao Mou TOu!!!!!!!!!!u StiLL owN me THing and U beTTEr GIb ME oR U wiLL regreT^^..

It 2 aM in e Monring nw..sO i gtg slp le..HAving Archery in 7 hr time..but have to Wake Up 4 hr later..so..da jia waN an ba..^^

HiDdEn FEeLInG wIll BE 4Ever hiDDen..

2006-06-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

WeaTher: Rainy
ChEY!!!!!!!!!toDAy My 1sT automan pHasE tesT is so Easy..I finISh WithiN 5 min..=.=..But I sTIll GOt mIX up AbiT..lolx..DeN sloWLy FIgURe Out EveryThing..AfTeR TeST..We GOt ToTal Of 3 Hr BreAk..DeN me, dusT, jia Quan and RandY weNT TO FInd pe teacher TO lenT SocCEr bAll..AcTuaLLy SoCCer is QUite Fun..BUt i Am JUs TOo cLUSmy..lol..den half way it rain..deN Go INside CaFe 2 TO hAve mY bruncH..HehE..KeEp THinkING IF i oNLi eaT bRUncH..i nOT onli can GO on Diet but Oso can saVe moNEy..HehE..

AfTEr SCh I RuSh BACk Hm..cOZ Bin niD coME my HSe TO do HIs nS e THinG..So Ma faN de..GO in Ns muZ measure so many thing den submit..Cant THeY do for US afTEr we HAve AdmIT inTO e CAmp..=.=..Den After He FIniSh EveryTHing..I mEEt UP WIt Ah MING den WE GO To TTsh 2GethEr..Den ON e WaY WE TOk SO mANy THIng..E feELinG iS lIKE we Long TIME no See DAo eaCh OThEr lE..lolx.so nice...WooTZ..SEE DAo 2 Chio BU on E traIN..

DeN WheN REaCh HOspitAl..WenT to BUy waTEr den After TAt we Proceed TO waI po de WarD..bE4 we EntEr, ah meI(my couSIn)sae e missy(nurse in hokkien) is hlping wai po to chAnGE her Clohting..den Have to wait aWHIle be4 we caN enter..AfTER sEE le WaI PO..FEeL aBIT rElIVe le..Coz She Can toK to ME le..YEaH!!!!!!!!!hEhE..BUt She Is StIll IN PAin Fr e Injury..so StILL muz Be veri CarefUl..hmmm..dEn aROund 9 PLUs..GOT a NooB DOc COmE in To TKE BLOOd SaMPLE fr Wai PO..He veri fUNny de lO..PokE in e needle den sAE*TonG HUH*..Wa lAO..A toddler oso noE is Pain LA..DumBo..Den PlUCk In le keep mOving e NeeDLe UP ANd dw..Like TORtURIng pplE..KI sIAo de..WaI po SeEm So tIRe..ShE is SlEEPing haLf Of e Day I VIsIt HEr..BUt OSo gd lA..Coz SHe TOk oso veri Xin kU..HEhe..hmmmm..SigniNG OFF le..SO slEEPy..HopE tAT sHE wilL BE SAfEty AlwaYs..

ThanQ veri MUch fOR e reGArd EverYOne..

2006-06-08T00:39:00.000+08:00

MorniNg waKe uP don WIsh to go ScH..So tIre den i stay on bed awhile almost miss my time of doing thing..hAhA..TodaY iS suCh a boring and saD day..Dono y I caN't jus FinD A TopiC and TOk wit mY frEn..All The waY i aM jUS bEIng QuiEt And waITIng FOr tHem TO tok TO me..Y mUZ my braIN be so SloW?? Am i sTUpiD??HmmmZ..

den After Acc jia quAn So calL shoppIng fINIsh, i lEave eaRly foR WorK cOz i waN go mArinA squaRe OuTlEt TO wRitE my NxT wEek ReQueSt..DEn WHen i bOArD e TrAIn i caLL *ER JIe* aBT buYIng Hp e THing..But in xcHange she TOld me A sAd neWs tat mY Wai PO HAs BeeN aDmiTted To The HOspital coZ shE fAll dw UNDer Her bLocK deN shE asK ME to gO Dw..wHEn i ReacH TAn TocK sEng Hospital i caLl mUmmy den i discoVer tat i Can't get thru her fon..BuT lUckily I meEt dao *er JIe*..She TOld me e location of wher mUmmy TheRE all ArE..IF nOT i will Have TO COmb e whoLE *ttsh* le aND I aLmost lost mY waY..hmmm..verI wireD de Lor..ONli 1 relative iS alLOw to GO inTO e Emergency ROom TO sEE wAi Po aT 1 time..Den ME, MUmmY And MY COuSin hAve TO kEEP PasSing E StiCker ARounD to go inside..Like SiaO kia..so mAny PPle SeeinG waT we do..

Den I WhoLe daY SaD sAd de coz whEN i WenT to e Emergency RooM..TherE's Still Another glAss doOR whICh sae NO vistor waAS allow..So i KONg Kong De sTanD ouTsIDe e GLAsS dOOR And sEE wAI po(unable to see cLeaRly)..buT aFTEr AWhilE e security GUy alLow ME in buT onlI for 5 min..She Look So PAinful, she CoulDn't eveN TOk to Me WheN i caLL her JUs NW..Her chiN, side of her hand has bandage wit blood..den her left eye has bruise and it's swollEn..it's so PAin to sEe Her In tIS state and mY teaR alOMSt dROp When i SaW Hw She LoOk At ME..I wEnt OUT oF thE rOOm aFter HlpINg her TO coVer blanket..I'm AfriAd waI PO WIll bE likE waI GOng leaVing us soon Le..COZ She HAs HeaRt failure and HeR lUNg dono Wat THing..*praY tAt Wai po Will REcoVeR fAsTEr*Pls goD and ty*..WholE Day Wan TO fiND SumONE to Tok..dEn bROwse Thru My Hp..I dONo HU i caN tok TO aND Hu WIll waN Tok TO me..sO i caN onLi sIt dw AloNE waITing For TIme TO PAss..T_T

i WisH to STAy IN hoSpiTal e whole daY bUT i hAve TO leave For WorK At 4 plUS..KNs De..KaNa BetRAy bY a TraINIGn mAnager..CCb..hmmm...y MUz mUM BE sO STUBBoRN..iSit SO SHAMEFuL TO cRy infRont OF hiS OWn sON??Or saE eXprEs her SadnESS And WOrRy..siGh..SrY GUys..I gOT no mooD to wRite DW le..CherISh e perSon hu u lovE bE4 THey LeaVe u..hAVing 1St Automation control test tml oso..WIsH me lUck.. THanKQ

JI QIu waI po will REcoVer SOon
*I LOVe U*

2006-06-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

woOtz..FinaLLy jus FinisH updating mY blOG..Even Though It LOok UglY..But plS don saE out..hEhe..kAozz..TodaY hAving E-maTh tESt..EveN thOuGh is A easY caSe..But I dono y DuRing e TesT i 4get everything..but luckily i manage to regain my memory and dO fiNISh everything..lolx..So Tire SEh..SudDenLy yM call to saE waN cElebRate mY b'day using Bbq Way..But den..hmmm..nvm..MosT fUNny thing is wHen MuMMy cAme hM she Ask me whetHer I waN to InviTe Any fRen Over TIs SundaY for bbQ celebrAtion..But i rejEct her le and can see tat she is veri sad..hmmm..I'm sry mummY..i onlI wiSh tO hAve 1 TIme jus 1 Time celebraTE mY b'daY durinG e actual daY of my b'daY instead of 3 day earlier whIch I have beeN dOINg for thE paSt 17 yeaR..

xioNg ge..Don aSk mE to Do THinG tat Will HUrt otHer Pple le..Wat i waN sae..is Already done in mSn le..SO i WUn blOg it le..wAt moRe can i do..I cHooSe tIS paTH in E 1St plaCe..I canNOt blame anYone..But ONli mYselF..coZ i canT CreaTE a prefeCt relaTIon..SO i Wun Ask FOr A coME baCk or ANyThinG..LEt naTUre LeaD me TO waT i waN bA..i sure end here le..coZ i 4get wat I waN sae oSO le..TKe caRE EverYone..

SiCk BuT hAppY...

2006-06-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

HAhA..TodaY is My BuDdY Ran zaI e B'daY..^HAPPy BIrThday ran zai^..DeN Me AnD Wei GE aFter SCh RounD 3 plUs wEnT bACk TO WdL to MEEt Up Wit e reSt oF my FreND aND BUDdy..E THinG in MoRning i DOn saE le..IF noT HAvE to TypE veRi lONG..FEeLinG SicK hAve To reSt Early..moNring all E waY COuGHinG and SneeZing TIll WaN VomIT..KNs..

GRp FotO TakEn 2geTher

AT niTE AROund 7 PLuS we wenT TO sEoUL gArdEn TO hAve Our DinnER..Be4 Tat me And RoBIn wEnT to Prema deLi to cOLlEct cakE den StoRe At sEoul Coz Wan GIb suRPriSe TO ran..lolxx..Wa..den I kanA sHoCk dao..E bILl $200 PLus but is For 9 PPle LA..I shOck DaO is caUSe i TOt add 2geTher Will ONli be 100++ den..nvm..i Not ONli kAna sHocK but Oso feElIng kanA cheateD by a deVil(ChuA Yim PEng aka xia cai and alot more)..intially she sae tat sHe is LeavINg TO KL fOR stUdy deN Jus Onli NW she saE TAt*we"ve bEen FOol!!!!!!!!!*den i tot is real de still so ben dan go ask her when she lEaving All TAt..DeN we Can ThrOW a faReweLL paRTy for HEr..but Nw caN sAVe mOneY le..KnS RiTE..dEn eaT dao hAlf WaY fEEl So unhAppY den Go Out Tke A sMOke den Come bak again to eat and cont e celEbrAtioN..Dono Y suDDenly feeL so MooDy oso..:(

BudDy Tking TOgeTher

THen JUs nW WhEn GO TKe FooD..Bin tel me sumTHing..I dono Is reaL or Not ReaL..But i ChooSe not to Belive IT's reaL so i maY fEEl BetTER..hmmm..I Dono Wor..haHa..hw to SAE Leh..SHlD bE Don WIsh TO THiNk So mUch LE bA..IT'S All EmpTy HopES And DreaM..hmmmm..Den After Our DinnEr..WE WeNt TO cuT cakeS..den INtEnd TO sabO RAn De but hE reAct Too Fast lE And HE too STrOnG dAo noBody can push Him dw..Den IN E EnD mUZ hE Do HImSelF..cOz We INsIst..LolX..KNs I 4Get hW tO upLoad pIc inSiDE blOG..So Nxt TIme PUt his Pic Den lEt U All See his beatuiful cakE faCe..hehe..den mE, XioNG, WEI.ThomAs and bin turn out target to xaio cai den All aCttAck HeR tO hAve Our REVenGe..lolX..So Fun..Nw is 12 am and i am aloNe At Hm..So lOnelY and i EnDing HeRe le..doNo WaT TO saE lE..hmmm ..NItey EvryOne..

LonLineSs is A Sign OF SAdNeSs..

NeW liFe^^

2006-06-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

YoYoZz EvRyONe..It's A neW LiFe FoR mY BloG..AnyONe HopPing To SEe IT??hEhE^^..So IF My BLoggIes got AnY NOT Nice de Pls tAg WOr or u can msn me(if u have my msn)..haha..hmmZ..DurIng TiS lOnG 1 yR..So mANy ThinG hAve HAppeN..I sTUDy in Simei ITe nw"wooTZ A GREAt SCH wIT a Bunch OF greats FreN Fr mY ClasS(NT0604C)"haha..nW i Am SIngLe*mY FrEn If U dono y, dON Ask mE y coZ DOn WisH tO rAke UP SaD MEmORiEs..SrY and Thx*^^.. All My Gd bRO from lasT time eXCEpt for *Ran zai*aRe IN e saMe sCh As me but diFferEnT cOurSes..hmmmm..scH hAs MAny de ChIo Bu but All si beI diaO so WUn mEet daO anY New GF A e Moment..haHa...But i am goIng Tke License SooN aND i Wan TO buY mY 1St Lao PO..WOoTz..buT den Hor..SiGH..NvM...

TodaY i WEnT TO ACherY LEh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!KNs..SO Fun EvEn ThoUGh IT'S unDer BIg Hot SUn..But As lONG OuR MInd sEt iS RitE, It WUn BE HoT AT AlL..lolX^sae By AN Ah BEI^
I 1St DaY go oSo CAN BEcomE GRp lEaDer Wor..So HEng RiTE!!!!!!!!!!!!Coz I am e 1St feW pplE standing IN e Front LinE anD it'S a RanDom PicK By CHI pAng-OuR AcHERy e Tou ToU-..YuAn lAi AChErY oSo GoT cHio BU dE WorZ..But NOne oF TheM in MY GrP iF noT i GoT ChAncE tIS yEar lE AnD ThE UnFuN PArT is All MY GRp All BoyS!!!!!!So G@y...=.=..haha

HW comE The WeAthEr BECOmE so HOT..My HSe is TOtaLLy heat up..OMG!!!!!!!HMmmZ..TmL goING cHAlET but den HOR Got A xIAO moU TOu PreVEnt me Fr GOinG WoR..sO bad DE HEr..hAha..ReGarDing TiS XiAo moU TOu..I NoE heR in MAplEseA de..ShE SO LOw lVl den GO meow MEow tRain le..LI HAI HOR..LOLx..Den SumMOre ShE evRyTIme BulLy mE de WoR..VERi BAd RitE hER..haha.DOra XiaO ZHU TOu..HAtE=LOvE AnD WaT SWeEty SAE de ALl Is FAlSE 1..so CANnoT LISteN..lOlX..I jIu WrIte Dao HeRe lE..I gO fINsh desgin mY blOG le..hEHE ^^

^TheRe's alwaYs a PRice TO paY for TRue Love^

Am i happy??

2005-07-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

Wat ytd happen is totally shit..Praising other guy infront of me den keep describe the guy to me..I ask her don sae le..i don wan listen den she keep on saying den the more she sae the more happy she get..Haiz..so sainz..I oso dono hw to sae la..Everytime is the same old pattern..Sumtime i feel like scolding her but..suan le ba..Scold oso wun listen de la..Same old prob..I dono wat to sae abt her lo..Tis few day i can consider happy ba..Coz i got all my fren around me to ply wit me..Hmmm..the feeling of break come back again le..I dono why..I veri du lan wit tis feeling..I dono y i will have tis feeling..Is cause she done sumthing wrong den make me feel so or is cause my heart swing le??hmmm..Nw on fon wit her..But nth to tok abt de..veri boring..Y i can't grow up faster??I wan stay wit her leh..Lolx..Even hw busy oso can see each other..veri nice hor..but den nw can onli think la..lolx..So xin tong..I keep thinking of the thing happen during our 1st nite together..Veri happy..but nv last long..Even though there is alot of pple around but i onli treat them as not exist de pple..so nv care too much..haa..Hmmm..

Haa..Hw did i and mun become stead de??Thinking of the past and nw..make me wan to laugh so much..lolx..reali veri funny..the process tat we become fren den to crush den to stead..haa..i still veri puzzle abt tis prob..i keep forget to ask her y she will wan to be wit her me??but i don wan to ask le..later hor..suan le ba..Nw we abit thing den got little quarrel le..but all tis thing wil onli happen on fon..it will nv happen when we face each other..hmmm..the fon like veri evil de..lolx..

Love is sumthing tat will not be so easy defeated..it will onli be defeated when u decided to gib up and lose all hope in it..Haa..Anyhw sae de la..Hmmm..Da jia wan an..

Love mun mun
19 day
（要好好珍惜身边的爱人）

Is tis all a lie??

2005-07-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..Hw shld i sae leh??Ah mun sae she reali wan go wit me but her mum die die oso don let her..she ask me to gib her try 1 more time to ask her mum..but i think tat ah mun don wan to go lo..I don think she has make any effort to ask..I muz keep asking her abt the ans..Den she will say don let..den she jus go do tis and tat still ask me gib her try 1 more time..Is tis a lie??Don even noe she got ask anot..si bei sainz..keep thinking tat wat we can do when we go on chalet together..but wat i can do is think onli..In my world there is onli 3 thing "wait, think and disappointed" and tis 3 thing is forever de lo..I keep thinking tat she has thing hiding fr me..but u ask me to ask her, she sure will sae don have de ma..So wat i can do is jus belive her tat i don have lo..If not the relatioship will be veri worst de..Sainz sainz sainz..chalet evern though can go see ah gua but i oso not happy at all..Tis few day muz keep making myself happy..veri fake of myself..lolx...Wat shld i do??hmmm..NW everytime muz stay till so late..So tire wor..Jus nw go hm wit her den tease her all the way..Veri fun..but..everytime think tat she cant go wit me..i jiu veri sainz..I will change my feeling le..Hmmm..i oso dono wat to write lee..tke care ba da jia..
爱是没有选着的。

老婆好好照顾自己。。

Si Bei SAINZ LA.........

2005-07-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

Sainz..Si bei sainz..Everytime like tis..TIs fri is my cousin birthday den ask ah mun to join den in the end her mum don let and gib a stupid reason tat nw aday got many children missing..Den why is tat she is allow to go in to malaysia and her mum wun scare she lose..Nw is at sinagpore..It's SINAGPORE Wit many adult and many pple..Her mum oso sae tat she scare tat there is ghost..but it jus the start of june of lunar calender..Unbelivable rite..Sainz la..The onli reason tat i can think of it tat her mum don like me and don even wan me to be wit her..Haiz...If she can go in to malaysia le i still cant think of a reason y she cant go chalet unless ah mun lie to me of all the reason..jus nw call me still ask me wan listen to gd or bad news...All bullshit..Everyone is like tis de..Nobody will care abt it..Nobody noe wat i wan..all are crap abt caring for me..All bullshit..Fu(k like hell..whenever i wan sumthing there will sure 100% got thing to block and don let me have it..I am so Fu(king sainz and boring lo..Ytd parent keep nagging ask me go slp..den i ended on bed tossing around till the nxt morning..Why muz my parent be like tis..They jus don have any confidence in me..Even wake up those thing i tell them i will wake up...they still keep asking me to slp as if i am a liar to them..I am veri sainz of everything le..ah mun don uds wat i wan and parent onli noe my work..Nobody reali uds wat my heart is thinking..ah mun i today nv blame u for anything..It jus tat my hope has crash and u still can joke around..U don even have any feeling..Sainz sainz sianz sianz..DA jia tke care ba..

爱是痛苦的。好伤心。
26 day more
mun mun=haiz...

Haiz

2005-07-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Life is so boring..everything seem to be the same and nth else will happen..boring of everything beside me..nth will change..i reali wish tat sumthing will change jus for me..Let me ask u all a qn..if ur stead sae tat he/she wan to acc u den in the end he/she stay at hm till around 1 plus den sae wan to continue to see tv den come wat will u tell he/she??Today she make me so fan of her..Wan to come den stll keep seeing tis and tat at hm..if like tis might as well stay at hm see dao happy..don nid run here and there so troublesome den mummy wun be unhappy, can see tv and do hw as she like..so many advantage rite..haiz..wat's the point for telling ur stead tat u wan come acc him and in the end still come so late..Pple acc is wan more time..Urs acc is lesser time the better..So sainz..Sori..jus nw in fon bu nia fan again le..but u are asking many stupid thing tat is making me veri fan..Ah mun do u noe tat i like ger tat is more mature de ma??I like u being abit childish but not everytime..Will make me veri annoy of wat u have done de..I dono y u have such a behaviour of doing sumthing tat i don like and i have told u le den u keep doing it like i don reali exsist in tis world...WTF....I don wan write le..tke care everyone...

爱是恨的朋友。。。。
28 day more
hate mun mun

^.^

2005-07-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

Aiyo...Prob keep coming in for everyone beside me..I dono wat to hlp them..Today my honey got oral..She sae dao like so scary den i was thinking of wat i will be like during tat time..But i think i wun be scare ba, coz since the day when i noe got tis kind of thing as oral..I have nv been afraid of it..Except for the pic reading..veri ma fan...oral is siao de..hmmmm...Ah mun today read my blog le..I forget ask her after reading finish wat is her feeling..Coz her nose red red de..Like jus kana flu..I nv go for sch today, coz so tire..Ytd dad nid to do work using my comp den i have to go mummy de room orh orh den in the end have to keep plying wit my god-sista(shamine)..lolx..she veri ji cha de leh..keep toking and toking de..Non-stop..den i cannot slp lo..

Today i reali wan go sch de..coz honey having oral den i wan be present in case anything happen..coz she cry during her mid-year de oral..den i kana scare dao den veri worry she will be the same today..but den tat time muz blame me la..coz i make her veri sad den she began to be stress de..sori dear...but luckily everything went well..after tat she wan come my hse..at 1st i don wan de but after sum tot so ask her to come den i start to listen to her scary story of *ORAL*..lolx..Today ah mun slp early..She nv call den i alone sitting here facing my 2nd lao po which is my comp and tok to her and my buddy..lolx...So lonely..Hmmmm..

life is so boring when so many bad thing happen around us..I dono hw to console pple le..I cant help dao my buddy..I feel veri nan guo..All coz of his stead den coz dao him to be a moodless guy..Tis shld not be happening..Y can't we have the relationship we wanted??Is Yue lao trying to test our char before letting us find sumone whom we love and those who reali love us?Love acutally is a nice thing..But it turn out to be SUX..BORING....

Do anyone noe the feeling of sitting in a car which the driver is a jus a beginer and jus learn de ma??hmmm..IF wan can come find me..i got a best choice for u all..I can charge u all free for 1st ride..after tat will be $6 for 1..lolx..Tke care...

Is *love* a beauty or beast??

^30 day to 1 yr^
Love mun mun

Sainz.,

2005-06-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

Lesson start to divide into many class again le..so boring..y cant we jus stay in a class and continue to study the way we wan it to be..none of them like anyone of the arrange..Initally i was veri happy at social lesson because i same lesson as ah mun..but den the teacher make mistake den i have to be seperate wit her..*She sad i oso veri sad too*..Tot can study with her again..But den is a empty dream..So boring..Hmmmm..So fan abt everything beside me..My patient start to erode away le..My temper become more and more bad le..I little bit thing den will be veri Pek che..Wat shld i do??Den mostly my anger is vent on her de..I felt veri sori honey..I don mean it de..But I jus cant control wat my heart is feeling abt..But wat u sae today i so happy..u will miss my hug..I oso miss urs alot too...But den the due to the time..We are not able to Hug each other tightly..So SAINZ.......Today i finally understand wat is call natural smell le..lolx..I smell it fr u and it is so fragant ar..HeE..I wan smell again leh..But when den u free to do so???Sob sobzz....NW study is the most impt thing le..alot of thing may hinder us..but study is still alway the 1st thing tat come in our mind..Even thought u ytd sae tat u have feeling we wun stay long enff le..but i am still veri glad tat i have stead like u..Thank u veri much..Honey u make me feel wat i wan and u make me have plan for my future..I am veri gladful tat u are veri patient with me..From the countdown till our 1 year is onli 33 day ahead le honey, including today huh..I still dono hw to celebrate leh..Everytime ask u to come my hse and stay here see tv i oso veri pai seh..But i reali veri blur of wher to go..Hmmm..sori..Maybe u have forgotten tat i have a blog le..but i will remind u to see when u have the time de..Ayer u are reali veri forgetful and blur and i dono wat to sae le la...arrrrrr...Y will u like me??^.

Today is a wonderful day..All the mistake between pple have been clear...祝有情人终成权属。。
Gd nite everyone
(爱是要互相了解的。。这样才内长久。。嘻嘻。。）

Love mun mun..*muakcz*

Angry....

2005-06-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

Today start sch le..as usual..boring ba..more and more don like chin le..so sianz..wat the hell is wrong with the teacher nw aday..keep seeing me bu shuang..wth...holiday have change my time in mind..i cant even slp ytd..so tire in sch today..hmmm..keep falling asleep..more programme start tml le.have to stay till 5 plus everytime..y muz tis world have exam..y muz everyone see a stupid paper to employ someone..or else we won nid to study till so pek che le..hmmmm..

So angry wit 满满 today..y won't she jus listen to my word and stay out of pple biz..she got time y don wan care for me more? Sumore gib me reason tat the person is lonely so she nid to care for her..WTH..den i wun be lonely de la..the person have stead have so many pple by her side..summore call lonely ar..it's the person like to make herself lonely..pek che...y muz my stead go care so much for other and neglect me in the end..O lvl is coming..we don even have enff time for each other le..y muz she still be so KPO for other.. I noe she is being care to others but her kindness always get her into trouble..i don like it at all..Haiz...wat's the matter wit her..she already cant manage her relationship le..she still muz do tis kind of thing..sometime i reali wish i don have a stead and be alone..at least i don nid to be so angry and worry..and can concentrate more on myself and other thing..veri stress.. Lucky i don have weak heart ar..or i will blow and die in a young age..I onli wish she will listen to me onli..Veri difficult de thing meh??hmmmm..Nvm la..

My gd buddy find a new stead le..haa..i don even noe in game oso can find dao stead de..So pro..haa..When the moment he tel me..I am happy abt it..But after i see his blog today..I got nth to sae...i Hope tat he will be happy abt it ba...

Love 满满 muackzz...

hee..haa..hoo...

2005-06-12T01:39:00.000+08:00

Wa...it has been so long since i write my blog le..hmmm...my blog is always so little..hee..hmmm..today went out wit my bro's...but veri sianz...coz nth to do den stand dao back pain..den waited for so long den almost wanted to go other place de shi huo..the bloody repairmen call and sae all kind of stupid thing..wa lao..summore sae if wan repair den will cost $100 plus..it totally shit..but lucky don nid waste the money...got pple cum and fix the prob..heng ar...lolx...hmmm..well...everytime write blog so little thing..so boring de..nth to write..why huh??haa...today whole day no see dao my honey(mun mun)..miss her so much den she onli sae miss me little bit...humpt humpt humpt..but oso veri wat de la..hee..she finally buy new cloth le..i finally can see sumthing different le...but den..happy got wat use?she wont wear it specially for me to see de..everytime got new thing wun have any urge to let me see or noe de..i feel tat we are so much different fr other stead..i reali envy other pple..wat they can have i don have at all..jus like my cousin..wat his stead gib him..it's all wat i wan..but den can onli blame myself tat i cannot make her do it..it will nv be a happy thing for me anyway..nth will be happy..i wan i wan..but nobody noe..she onli do thing her way..not my way..i don even noe hw to ans her qn whenever she ask me..all is i dono de and not i wan de..haiz....my value is forever waiting..it'll nv be wrong..coz watever i wan will have to wait forever..if can get it nvm, but the prob is i will nv get it...hmmm..gd luck..

love mun mun

boring day

2005-06-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

Everything is so boring..Exam over le stil muz go back the sch..so boring..do the experiment..smell so strong..Omg..well...as u can see..everything is gd for us..family keep quarreling..veri fan ren..all keep toking abt my O lvl..i noe tat they are concern abt me..but y cant jus treat as an adult and let me have my own thinking? the moment they wish to interfere i don have the mood to study anymore le..i don like them to interfere in my life..i onli wan them to support me in silent mode..isit so difficult??God damn the fuking engineer in my dad work place..si lao gou...keep creating trouble for everyone...y cant hevean be abit more fiar on pple??if the heaven think tat my dad have create alot of sin den all put on me la..he so old le..he cannot tke it anymore..see them like tis..(sad)...felt so useless...y muz everything in tis situation?i cannot even have a harmony family i wanted..evryone jus kep quarreling..fan..ah mun tpday whole day go out..I feel so boring...everytime is i wait for her..den she don even wan wait for me..If wan mr to sae..i can onli sae tat to me she onli think abt her ownself..she don reali will think dao me de..she onli will think of me when she feel like it..all my stead is the same pattern..so tire of having one..even though i sae tat she is the stead i find it the best de..but it has slowly becum bad..i dono when it will becum worse..so troublesome..hmmmm....I onli can make myself happy, onli i can make myself feel sercure..back to my O's..i do wan to have gd result for my O's..but i am worry..the more they sae..the more i am worry...sainz..forget it le..she dint even bother to call when she sae she will call later..da jia wan an..Gd luck..

love mun mun -_-"

Over le...

2005-05-30T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..O lvl chin over le..Finally..can at least rest abit liao le..so tire for the past few week..muz accompany her stay till so late..累死我了。。hmmm..Doesn't ger have a great felling for the guy they love? To me, everything is the same..sumtime she treat other boy more better den her own stead..she keep saying no no no..but doesnt her noe wat is action show more den word?Ger are alway the same..They onli will think abt the happiness they wan tis time and tat time?"爱是将自己的快乐建立在大人身上。。"hmmm..alot of sadness is being create up..alof of pple dono hw 2 appreciate the person beside them..they onli noe wat is happiness..once they find sumone hu can make them more happiness den it over between us..Most heartless de is ger..they can 翻脸不认人。。but we cannot..we still nid to show tat we are big hearted enff..we can tke all kind of setback..wat shit..sainz la..don write lee..tke care all...

I love mun mun

Why Why Why....

2005-05-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

Why does everytime ger onli think tat they are the onli human being tat will get hurt when a relatioship is being ended?doesnt we boys have any feeling too??hmmm..they will onli sae u boy are too flirt..anyhw oso will get and change a new target so wun be sad or have any broken heart..but does anyone noe tat boy once step in a relationship they will be more emotion den the ger??but they jus like to act brave coz no ger like boy tat will cry easily..they will onli think tat they are the onli one needed to be protected..but it'snot truth..Boy nid protection too from ger..they nid sumone to protect thier heart, they nid sumone to ensure tat watever they do is worth it, they nid sumone to tell the the correct path and sumone to gib them the colour in their life..they like surprises too...it's not their fault tat they don provide u anything..it's jus because u are too greedy to think tat it's enff..ah mun..why muz i everytime wait for so many thing tat i wanted to get fr u??why is it tat everytime u have to change ur feeling??do u noe tat i too get tire of sumthing??do u noe anything??do u noe why i'll hang on to nw??jus because i love u alot..everyone is always thinking tat our relationship is veri stable..but no..u too sae tis urself..y cant out love be firm??i noe tat u too xi shen alot le..but...but....forget it...it's useless to sae anything...nth will change even i shout out all the thing..Gd luck...

love mun mun

LoVe RuLeZ

2005-05-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

AH MUN FINALLY GOT ACCOMANY ME LIAO LE....but shld tis be a happy or sad feeling??i have been wondering...she cum accomany me oso not happy..i oso dono wat to do oso..everytme is doing the same thing..she is so bored...hmmmm..even though today i got the hug le..but it's still not so warm enff...dono y oso leh..lolx...love tis kind of thing is reali getting way out of hand..everything will not be wat u think and wat u wan de lo..it so boring and so ma fan..hmmmm...but losing a love is like losing ur soul in ur body..Wat's the real meaning for love??tke care of each other??belive in each other or uds wat each other one??will anyone have a real ans to the qn i give??hmmm...i think nope ba..haa..wat's the point of being so focus in a relationship??lolx..wat in the world am i toking abt..haa..hmmm...staying focus is gd..Wish u all gd luck...

love mun mun

Lonliness and sad

2005-05-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

It a long time for me today..she is surpose to accompany..but in the end everything don reali turn out well..i don seem to able to express my though and feeling to her..everything is like 'useless"..she don even wan to care i guess..it been a veri long time i got a comfort hug fr her..my heart is veri cold..i began to feel numb again le..hmmmm...i keep thinking her..i tot tat after exam everything everything will be better..i am being too childish or wat..i have stop trying to think for other le..all i think nw is myself and myself..am i being too selfish or i'm reali deep in le??hmmmm...everytime when i needed her most..tat day and time will be the time wit the most barrier creating between us...is yue lao trying to test the strength of our relationship ma??I got a veri strong feeling tat everything is turning around le..i think my sense if losing her is becuming stronger le...i jus cant stop being so sensitive and stupid..but...nvm..forget it..wish everyone gd luck ba...=p

Love mun mun

Stress day

2005-05-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

Test is consider finally over for me le..luckily i drop Poa le or my hair will drop dao mei you left..being screw up by my physic..veri hard..in the middle of exam cannot think of anything..once think den headach..veri pain..cannot tahan..but veri funny de is exam till halfway got hp ring..pro...lolx...hmmm...the worst part of the day is have 2 stay back and wait for her 2 ask abt poa qn..ask so many..so lo so..den teacher keep asking me 2 go home..like i stay there got bother dao her..hmmmm..damn wired...tml she is having her Poa paper..wish Her luck..hee..=p..hmmm...nwaday keep thinking that alot of thing is trying to obstruct between me and her..i mean is like veri fan de lo..keep disturbing den i oso dono wat the reason is..like shit..arrrr....so annoying...sat will be a happy day for me ba..Yokie finally can accompany shengzai le..feeling so empty down my heart..not use to the life ba..haa...

love mun mun

Damn headach...

2005-05-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

Today damn headach on everything..All cause of the stupid math paper make me feel so stress..Fuk up..Spend 30 min doing 1 Graph qn...God damn difficult..But i thing is i too ben 2 do all the qn le ba..All Of them can treat it so easy..Hmmm...So tire and headach..After exam went to her hse..Eat den kana scold..Wtf...Use onli 1 spoon onli den kana fr her petty brother..Wat a guy..Nth 2 sae abt it...........lolxx....Hmmmm...Today make her angry again le..Shld not have sae those word..She reali 1st time scold me till i dono hw 2 tok le..So ps...haa...But i oso bo bain ma...telling her tat i may gib her up if other pple like her isn't a wrong thing ba...I onli wish her 2 have the best thing..Isn't it wat all the lover think abt the ma??or i reali think wrong of it le...haa..After tml everything will be better lee..Cause exam finally wan over le..The main point is she will be able to acc me again le..den i don nid 2 be dan lian anymore le...haa...DA jia hao hao jia you..Ur love one is waiting 4 u..Don gib up..keep on persuade it..She will be urs one day...

(Love mun mun)

My 1st time

2005-03-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

Today is the 1st day that me and my honey "yoke mun" going out on a date. Even thought we have very little time private time but it’s consider a happy day ba. Early in the morning we went to bugis to pray. This is the 1st time I went 2 pray with other girl beside my aunt abit uneasy ba..haa..but it a veri sad thing that I cant eat dao the nicer chicken chop she mention abt…after eating we went in a fashion shop..she went on to try sum few cloth den 1st time she will try cloth in a fashion cloth and 1st girl 2 do this in my present…hee....=P can I sae..nxt time lo..haa…well..after we met her parent.we proceed on to loyang to the other temple tat I have nv been to...it near the sea..quite nice and 1st time ever I have to represent my family to pray..i dono wat I can pray for so I jus anyhow sae lo..haa..hmmm…she actually sae tat I am cute when I was praying..hmmm..mayb I am reali very cute after all..HEE..I think tat I am veri peeky..but i don wan tel u wat thing..lolx..hmmmm..actually is quite nice de..but den she don like den I mean is like I violating her law..so xin ku..don like the new life she impose on me..i like the gan gue that she hug ba..or isit I too pervert le??(pls don anyhw think) Onli will think of tis kind of thing?? Or is tis the way to show she love me?? I am so puzzle abt everything but tis is the little secret I wan wit her ba and so call private time..she is so cute oso when the way I make fun of her..she make me so miss her..the thing I so scare when I going out wit her parent is will have a bad impression on them..hmmmm..nvm..back 2 her..so pretty so cute so gentle and wat ever la is so gd ba..she care so much for me..hmmm..hee..wan an..slping lo…